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SAVE tonight




26 July 2010 at 4:06 AM -


So hi guess what? My blog's dead. How awesome. Rightttt, so I've been busy and tired and busy coping with studies that I've got not much time to spend on the net and everything. That sucks. But no big deal, sorry to say, but I think the teachers are teaching way to fast for us to understand a bloody single thing /: So that leaves me with no choice but to teach myself everything from the start. Oh yeah, that's how I study now. Its working though - Alhamdulillah. Oh wait, some of them. Not entirely though but, let's work harder! BAHAH. And then there's this syair thing and I swear to the name of God that I hate that bullcrap. No such word or phrase, but hell yeah, I'm tired of it. I'm working my ass off just for that eventhough my F&N test was the next day, which is today and that my maths test is on thursday. Bah. Guess I've just got to be patient. But, you know what? NCC spices everything up, god damn hell yes baby! Awesome, eventhough some parts of it is quite stressful. And we had our battlefield earlier on and I'm pumped. We'll be going for some air rifle thing this Thursday, and we will be released earlier - again! Awwwezaaaam. Anyways, don't expect for any updates anytime sooner because I doubt I'm going to update. Stressssed. To do lists below. And I know, I've got to jump over that somebody. I've just got to push myself and stop pitying that person. That somebody is a freaking threat - no offence. Uhrggggg. Anyway, that's my new bias. Hoot as hell right? HAHA. Junk, So gatal -.-
  • Stop stressing myself over somebody
  • Concentrate on studies and ignore the peer pressure
  • Don't give a damn about whatever that person says or react
  • Concentrate and stop giving a damn about that person and do well
  • Stop taking that person's words to heart and increase my self-esteem
  • I've got to build up on my self esteem and stop worrying about what he/she says
  • HELL YEAH SERIOUSLY I GOT TO




09 June 2010 at 8:00 AM -


oh hiiii ladies & gentlemen, boys & girls. Woah, its been quite a long time since I last posted yeah? Anyway, the operation which I meantioned about for the last few weeks is over & it was successful, alhamdulillah. But but but. I won't post something short for today, jengjejeng! I'll post something rather long & plenty for all of you to read - if you're interested. Basically, I'm not expecting you to read every single post that I post but its just for myself - somewhat like an online journal. So, bear with the long posts and whatever crap. If you can't, than sit :) Oh yeaaah. Chipchillichop. I'll be talking about both the trip to Johor & also the operation. And yes, since I'll be going off this Saturday, I've chosen to post something long - another reason. So let me see, as for last Sunday, my family & I, maternal side (if there's such a thing), went to Johor. As in, we went there basically to collect our baju kurungs for hari raya. I know we are like damn advanced, but that is how my family or to be specific my grandmother works like. And I really freaking awesomely LOVE ourbaju kurung for next year. Super awesome okay? Super lovely & our nenek like ordered for us 3 types of baju kurung in total? Whhhooosh! I know that she's cool. HAHA, joking, but hell yeah, she is - to us. And we love her. So, yadayadayada. After collecting our baju raya and stuff, we headed to kota raya or something & we headed to have our late lunch which also turned out to be our dinner. And we had dinner at Pizza Hut. Wayy better than the Pizza Hut outlet at Angsana or whatever that place name is ehhh. Superbilicious? :D And then. We headed to the shops there. There wasn't anything much that was interesting there so we just window shopped. The last part was way interesting! We sort off pwned the whole shopping centre - running around taking photos & screaming at the top of our lungs. Embarassing - I knowww. But it was worth it, with all the photos that we managed to take & stuff, it was superrrr awesome & worth the embarassment okay? Beliebe me! After that, we headed to some place which was rather near Tuas. And we had fun again, together with the company of Satayyy! How awesome is that? Satay & your family "owning" the whole place at 12 plus in the morning? And there goes the cycle again - pictures/jokes/satay/kopi and all the laughter filling up the whole area. To conclude. I really love my family. I really do. I'm confident about that. (': And there goes the day when my operation was held on. My parents and I headed to the hospital at 1230 & I finally went into the operating theatre at 3. 2 and a half hours of waiting, torture. My butt ached, my heart was racing. Seeing all those equiptments really scared me. And I went to the restroom like about 4 times. But I must say, I really like the nurses. All of them were very freaking kind. As I entered the operating theatre, I clenched my teeth tight. And they suddenly poked this needle. Damn sharp. Freaking sharp needle into one of my fingers. Hell yeah it hurt real bad. I was on the verge of crying but the nurses made me not. I don't know how, but I managed to not to cry. Bwahah. And they asked me to put on this mask & when I breathed in for a few times, and I suddenly slept without me noticing! Hiakdush! So when I woke up, I found myself surrounded by nurses. And all of them clapped their hands & heaved a sigh of relief or smth? I didn't know what was happening so I just kept quiet. & then they pushed me to this ward. & I saw my parents. I wanted to talk, but god, I just couldn't & my tongue hurt real bad. And it still hurts till now. & I've not eaten solid food for 2 days. My stomache is grumbling - but poor stomache, I can't help it. I don't think I should elaborate more. HAHA. I really pity you guys. But I doubt any of you really read all of that. But what worries me most is that - I'm going off this Saturday & my tongue & my condition doesn't really make me feel confident that I'll be able to have truckloads of fun during the vacation :( Whatever it is, I'll start packing tomorrow & off we go on Saturday, yeah bubu muhammad ibu adik ayah bibik ilyas hasif abah ian aunty b? RIGHTRIGHT? Totally ;) Okay dah bye. I'll try to upload all the pictures. But bye for now. This post is enough to cover back all the days that I'll miss. Bwahahah. Okay chopchop. I don't really understand what I'm talking about - as in the operation part. I really can't remember much, seeing that I entered the operation theatre & was told to lie down & they made me sleep. So, pardon me yeah? And till here people. This should be enough righhht? :D Wotey byee :) & the picture above - the cotton wool that my dad is holding on to : that's the amount of blood which came out from the needle that they poked in my hands, eeeyew. Pardon me for all the errors made - whether its a spelling mistake or gramatically wrong :)



05 June 2010 at 12:56 AM -


Ah hello all. I'm reposting this like at 2am. I can't sleep so I editted my blog - didn't do much, I know its ugly or whatever but yeah, I'm just bored. And please just admit that blogger is boring :B Thats the reason why I have not been updating & such. Aside from that, I don't think that I'm leading a proper life. As in, my life goes around in a circle - just like a cycle. Basic things going round & round everyday. That'll be boring for me to post about, like the same thing everyday. So yeah, I chose not to blog but to tumblog & tweet instead. I guess this post will be rather long. Like I said, I'm just wasting my time till my eyes hurt so I can have a peaceful sleep. Anyway, holidays have been much of the same thing like what usually happens during this period. Boring & rather interesting. I don't find the holidays boring but I don't find it interesting too. Maybe not yet. I hope it'll somehow turn over & then be something I'll remember forever & I'm hoping it to happen during the 12th tothe 18th or something :) And I'm still upset about what happened in school recently. And I have deleted the two posts regarding it. I chose to ignore my teacher's words since it was so hurtful & insulting & I actually studied for 7 hours today to complete all his homework & stuff. I did not go out or anything, despite knowing that its the holiday period & stuff. But what he said just really makes me want to work my butts off & show him that not all malays & failures have the same attitude or whatever shit that he has on his mind. Its just unfair that he did that. I've never heard of a teacher insulting/being racist or whatever, you know? And the next thing that bugs me is the friendship problem that's occurring in school. Alot of conflicts started buliding up on the last week of school - thanks to whoever you think you are. I just don't understand why that the person dares to create such a big shit & then when confronted, he/she runs away saying that he/she is scared. Bloody cow dung. Since you're so brave to create stories/problems, why don't you face the people you mentioned & then tell them off in front of them if what you're telling is true? Why must you be scared if you're such a big gangster & that you're telling the truth? Don't you think that your actions tell everyone that you're such a baby & a big fat liar trying to convince everyone that you're someone you'll never ever be? And you dump your friends to get back with them? And you ask someone else to seek forgiveness from your friends? What bloody shit is that? Face it. You're just pretending & using everyone. We wanted to solve this peacefully but you started ganging up. Its okay. We know that you rule this whole world. God will just show who you are. Stop hiring people to kick our chairs & stuff, why don't you just do it yourself? Scared? We know it. Get a life pussycat. Bitches suck? I think you're the bitch that sucks. I know that what I've written so far is mean or whatever. But oh well. Since she's trying to tell the whole world about this & that she's trying to bully us through virtual world, we can do it too. But I'll try to make that the last one - I'm not going to dirty my blog just for her. Oh, yeah, its a her. We're willing to solve this peacefully, but someone's trying to act like a gangster. Mmhm. So thats it. I know I'm evol, but you'll know the truth soon, friends & classmates! Till here. & I'm sorry that I posted this (NOT) but I doubt theres any other online website that I can express out my feelings just like this. Besides, no one reads my blog yeah? 2 days to operation - 6 days to vacation ! WHOO ! I purposely chunked the whole post together. Bet you guys had fun reading it :D Pardon my punctuation/spelling/grammar mistakes. My eyes were getting tired :B



20 May 2010 at 12:54 AM -


Go and find my tumblr/twitter
I'll be more active there. I'll still update
this site, if I have the mood to do so &
stuff like that. Peace ☮✌